I don’t think you will ever know how the course of my world changed 40 years ago today.  I was just a 22-year-old kid, you were a baby at 20. You were supposed to continue into adulthood with me, we had big plans the two of us but God had other plans for both of us.

For the last 40 years, no one has replaced you! No one could!  40 years without you sucks.  I miss you and love you little brother not one bit less than the day you left us.

Tell mom and dad I love them too.